I believe with all of my heart that we could be phenomenal together. I believe that our souls have connected in a way deeper than any physical connection could ever be. I believe that our hearts became one when we weren’t looking, wanting or trying; but I also believe that I deserve more than you are giving me. I deserve someone who makes me a priority in his life, someone who backs up his words with actions, someone who respects me enough to be 100% honest with me even when he knows it will hurt. I ask for those things to build a solid foundation; yet it is those things that I am not getting. I’ve told you repeatedly what I need from you, but you refuse to give it. Your words are perfect, your actions are lacking. I’ve learned many things during my years on this earth, first and foremost is listen to my gut and my gut is telling me that something isn’t right.
In all honesty you showed me what I am looking for and need in someone to share my life with…you showed me that I can truly and selflessly love again – and yes, I have fallen in love with you. If at some point you are ready to give me what I deserve, then I would love to hear from you; for now though, it has to be goodbye…Please know that this decision was not easy for me. My heart will not stop wanting you…but the hurt and disappointment is just too much to take. I could be making the biggest mistake of my life, and I know that, but ultimately I would rather listen to my gut and hurt a little now than go against it and hurt a lot later.
I wish you every success and happiness that life allows you.
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